thanks but no

before you even knock
or open your mouth
a second time
take a breath
step back
and consider trying next door
I'm not here to lead
or dream of gold leaf
porta-quote flip books
curving the spine of some
truck driver
thanks but no

see that guy
washing his dog
in the street
he's missing a hand
and smoking at the
same time
there's a prophet
give him a spin
doesn't even care
he's occupying the local
immigrant auto-repair
spot
look at the grin on that mutt
he knows
he knows man

Repair

This world
This country
    Needs a hand
    Upon its brow
Repair
    Healing
More Kelly Clarkson banners
Adorning upward bound
        Escalators
    Long turned off
In an attempt disorient
    As we lurch forward
        Into the $7.99
            Bin
We need more used CDs
And free newspapers
Something to sleep under
And protect us from the sun
Perhaps the occasional
    Manifesto
    Left tread on
    Mid cross walk
I am simply looking for
A reason
    To pull my teeth
        From this pen cap
Perhaps tomorrow
Perhaps next week
    Either way
Perhaps tonight
    We should all
        Sit at home
            In darkness
Sipping a tall glass of water

My Apologies

I mean you no harm
Other than the space next to you
The touch of your breath
I mean you no grief
Other than your concern
Your occasional loneliness
I mean you no loss
Not of yourself
Or the person you wish to be
I give you nothing
More than my hand

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It’s lunch again
more desperate than before
more drawn out than after
with eyes looking around me
eyes looking behind
what if I revealed myself
right now
right here
what if I stepped into the light
the storm
the skin of reflected water
that covers us all
what
    if
I sometimes imagine
cracking my own chest
open
letting my heart breath
free
encircled by ribs reaching
out and up
like thin grey fingers
perhaps I’d hand each child
a stick
to play a song
upon them

1:05

There is an unusual
Though much needed
Sunshine pouring out
Over the city
Michigan Ave. is mine
For a block or two at least
And for a moment, I feel
A part of it all
As if I were crawling
Up Miss America's skirt
Surprised not to be
Brushed away
By a gloved hand
And a southern squeal
It only takes a moment
To see why
To see the bruises
On her knees
These days, they've substituted
Roll after roll
Of brown kraft paper
For bandages
These days, everyone appears
To be searching for air
Trapped outside and pressed
Behind glass
It doesn’t take long to see
She'd take anyone
For a lover
Even me
And I'm not looking
To begin with

Moon

Later on, I learned
It wasn't even a full moon after all.
Two days late and hopped up
On prescription drugs,
I had almost sprained my neck
Lifting my face to kiss
Its blurred cheek.
Looks like there are goggles for the
Heavens as well.
Time for some new glasses
And a farmer's almanac.

Opposite

The opposite of actor
    is accountant
The opposite of painter
    office manager
The opposite of presence
    Is a shoebox burning in the sink
And the opposite of this hole in my chest
    Was your hand on my cheek
    Two days past